so much more

i've been doing a lot of studying into things, things like anarchism, and local life around the phoenix  area.. it wasn't really hard to come to the conclution that anarchism wins..... yes, every time..... when you have no bread and yave no money what do you do? do you sit and wait and fill out paperwork hoping they'll accept your request for bread? or do you accept that it is this time at least, up to you, you must take the bread you need to feed yourself and your family?

i've chosen the latter, again. to take for my family.

I've also had a few instances of self questioning... i'm on ssi, what does that mean really? am i just a leech in the system? or is this a reparation for the wrongs the system has done for me? again, the latter prevails, this system has screwed me ovber, sent me tpo places no child should see, and my paren5ts, a slave to it themselves have left me to the side in years that were crucial to my development.the things i've been put through are things i will never do to my child for sure. psych meds and institutions.

this world is a crazy place, sure..... but there's no reason we can't be the people we CAN be. nobody can stop me now that i am not afraid. i teach my child what is right and that is MY job, not theirs.


we'll here's to vagueness....

til' next time, same untime, same unchannel

Janey

EDIT:

(a note in post: this blog was written in a state of uh.. "Fluidity" on a scale of 1-10 with 10 being the most intoxicated, i was a 6, please pardon all spelling errors and political incorrectness....

you know what? actually don't. take them in with great joy... and love the lack of censorship)